Wow, I haven't written on this blog for ages. I have written in my journal so not too bad. I just couldn't write all the different emotions I have been going through. Things seem to be a bit better for me and I only cry sometimes now. I do seriously feel mad that I am alone until I remember that Mike didn't want to leave. So I go on. It's very lonely even with all the friends and family I have. I am blessed and I try to remember that.
August 10th I went to Cayucas CA. I drove my car and Carole Mattice went with me at Scott and Lindy's invitation. I'm sure they could have done very well without us but, I enjoyed it so much and appreciate my kids for putting up with me. The ocean was theraputic for me. I read four books, took a gazillion pictures, shopped, gained five pounds and loved every minute of it. Nate and Jaymie were such fun to watch and it was so good to spend all that time with them.
Since getting back, my flowers have exploded all over the place. Next year I hope to do better planning because I have the tall flowers in the front and the short flowers in the back. It still looks pretty. I have to decide what kind of gates to buy and they are so much money. But I need to finish before winter so I can keep Boomer in and other dogs out.
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