I know my trials are nothing in comparison. But when the hospital called and I heard Mike say, "6:15" I said "P.M. I hope". I just don't do mornings. Mike sailed through the surgery and was only gone for an hour. We were home by 10:00A.M. and I had my ringer on my phone turned off and was asleep by 10:30. I had just got to sleep at 2:00A.M. so 5:30 just wasn't that far off. I was so nervous about the port placement and even more nervous about the chemo. When we woke up Mike was in quite a lot of pain and very surprised that he was hurting. He is feeling better tonight and I hope tomorrow he will be back on top of it.
I have to talk about our conversation about Mike giving me permission to remarry. Hah! I told him there was only one love in my life and it was him. I told him I would hang out with Gaye and Cathy and take water painting lessons and go with Mona. I guess it's not too late to learn something new like water painting. But I won't be learning anything about another man. Our 47th anniversary is the 27th of November, I've always wanted to be married 50 years and I told Mike that is our goal and beyond.
I love him so much and never know when or what is going to make me cry. I ran into the Bishop Saturday at the grocery store and he asked me how I was feeling. I said, "scared". By the time I got to the check out I was in a full out flood. I had to ask the cashier for a paper towel. She looked in my cart to see if something had broken. No leaks except from my eyes.
Sunday Lindy called and asked if we wanted to ride to St. George and have dinner at Olive Garden. I really did and Mike toughed it up and we went. We shared a dinner and it was just right. Mike really can't eat much at a time so that was a good way to go. We sure enjoyed seeing the kids and Wayne and Carol.
Love to all, Mom
I have to talk about our conversation about Mike giving me permission to remarry. Hah! I told him there was only one love in my life and it was him. I told him I would hang out with Gaye and Cathy and take water painting lessons and go with Mona. I guess it's not too late to learn something new like water painting. But I won't be learning anything about another man. Our 47th anniversary is the 27th of November, I've always wanted to be married 50 years and I told Mike that is our goal and beyond.
I love him so much and never know when or what is going to make me cry. I ran into the Bishop Saturday at the grocery store and he asked me how I was feeling. I said, "scared". By the time I got to the check out I was in a full out flood. I had to ask the cashier for a paper towel. She looked in my cart to see if something had broken. No leaks except from my eyes.
Sunday Lindy called and asked if we wanted to ride to St. George and have dinner at Olive Garden. I really did and Mike toughed it up and we went. We shared a dinner and it was just right. Mike really can't eat much at a time so that was a good way to go. We sure enjoyed seeing the kids and Wayne and Carol.
Love to all, Mom
Just caught up on all the posts. It's hard not to cry over what has been going on the last few months. I am glad you have been keeping a journal of this journey. I love you both:)
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